A million words that need to be said.
But i kept quiet.
I waited, & waited, i'm really gonna give up soon.
Sometimes, not everything is worth waiting for, especially unwanted love.
Hmmm, do our parents really care about us, you said those stuffs, hurt me in a way or another, today ask me to get med and apply.. I dont get you. & ihateyou.
From what i see, i'm not your daughter, i'm just a toy for you to vent your anger on & for you to scold.
It's really hurting, i don't have a mother. And that's a fact, cause i never will have.
She caused almost 10cuts, in my heart. I hate her.
I slit and slit and slit, i really didn't feel anything at all. My heart at that time was probably numb.
Had my sister's birthday party today, nothing to be said.
I just want a bloody polaroid, i'm going to save money, you don't let me buy, im gonna hate you forever.
Sunday, March 20, 2011 @ 10:14 PM
I need to speak out.
A million words that need to be said.
But i kept quiet.
I waited, & waited, i'm really gonna give up soon.
Sometimes, not everything is worth waiting for, especially unwanted love.
Hmmm, do our parents really care about us, you said those stuffs, hurt me in a way or another, today ask me to get med and apply.. I dont get you. & ihateyou.
From what i see, i'm not your daughter, i'm just a toy for you to vent your anger on & for you to scold.
It's really hurting, i don't have a mother. And that's a fact, cause i never will have.
She caused almost 10cuts, in my heart. I hate her.
I slit and slit and slit, i really didn't feel anything at all. My heart at that time was probably numb.
Had my sister's birthday party today, nothing to be said.
I just want a bloody polaroid, i'm going to save money, you don't let me buy, im gonna hate you forever.
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